Friday, April 6, 2007

Everybody is lookin for something.

i wonder if people really track internet usage.
if they do. i am screwed. screwed and out of a job. its great though. don't you love going to work when there is no work to be done and you are still getting paid. i do.
i love fridays. my day of pleasure. knowing that if you just last a couple of more hours... you have two days all to yourself before you have to go and face the gruel world.
i opened myself up to people today. you would be proud.
i don't do that often. i don't know why. it's hard. i never thought i was a private person. but the more i realized people i spend the most time with, don't really know me at all. of course i am talking about co workers. so i did. just a little. little by little they will get to know the real me. not like a put on a front. but ... i don't like talking about me if i am not close to them. am i making sense. doesn't matter. its my day.
its always my day.
started my day with yoga. we layed there. clearing our minds free. i kept repeating to myself, i am a happy person.
as cheesy as that sounds... its a struggle. and an effort.
and.. i am happy. i am really happy.
i don't have any good quotes to say or anything. just thoughts.
thats all i am ... full of thoughts.
back to work.

2 comments:

Aimee Smith said...

al if youre making fun of my quotes... its a good thing you are my best friend is all I am saying! Gotta Love the FRIDAY!!

Corbin said...

I never got the little by little get to know you thing. It was more like a wonderful explosion of allie. Were you looking at dirty things on the internet? You were weren't you?