i won't let go at any price

so you won't believe this.
it is 2 in the morning. and i am on here. i can't sleep. why? i don't know. i did have SOME soda at dinner. maybe that is keeping me up. maybe i got news tonight and that is keeping me up. maybe its knowing i have to get up at seven that is keeping me up. maybe its having a freaking high school reunion tonight and replaying it, people and conversations in my mind thats keeping me up. i don't know. i just can't sleep. i had work today. there is this lady there that i work with, that makes me so happy. she gets me excited to be done with school and have a career. even if i am not at all into working.
i got three wedding announcements just today.
doesn't that make you smile?
my life has fallen back into the OC again. addicting. its all i think about. therefore i have made another list.
TITLED: if i were to get into a fight who would i want on my team
1. Ryan Atwood
2. Leigh bridges, my personal trainer aka satan
3. kelly o'fallon
4. steve o'fallon. kelly's dad. that man is huge!
5. Volcheck. is that how you spell it. he's pretty weak but could kill you by his mean, punk A looks.
those are my top five. naturally its a list that keeps on going.

this isn't helping me fall asleep. its actually keeping my mind racing.
i'm out.